Wednesday, May 30, 2007

it's one of those times when you finally throw away the nice star studded veil off your eyes and see all your whites turn to blacks......
all your strengths turning weak....
all that you called "class" turning cheesy.....
it's time when things around you make you feel sick in the stomach and you feel like throwing up,but in vain....
it's time when that sick dormant volcano in you finally decides to erupt and leaves behind nothing but some loose words which you try and put together to make sense....
these are those words i found sticking out of the gooey mess that came out...and i am still trying to make sense....
dont bother if you can't because i still don't.....

12 comments:

Achluophobia said...

Hmmmm, well you always try to confuse ppl with ur abstract thots.

Lucid Darkness said...

Let me add to that:

It's one fo those times when you find yourself at a loss... you don't know who you are anymore. You don't know what you want to do with yourself. You don't know what you should be doing. You want all of it to make sense. You try very hard, make use of all your senses and experiences to do just that. But you're still unsure. You're still confused. Your world is a garbled mess where words fail to pull you out of your despair and anxiety. You've lost your sense of security and you're tired of trying to make things work, figure things out, over and over again...


Am I even the tiniest bit correct?

Neel said...

If you see the wonder of a fairy tale,
you can see the future, even if you fail! I believe in angels, something good in everything I see!

Indranil said...

It's when you want to shout out, but don't know what to say, want to express your feelings, but don't know what they say....

Nice.

little boxes said...

@all:thanks for the comments but i really dont know if you all have guaged it right...

lonely as the only eye said...

there's something terribly wrong with the ever running fork of time...sometimes it becomes inexplicable..words shred their sad masquerade of meaning...and the utter uselessness of moments engulf you..and the crisis becomes organic...
i dnt knw whats wrong with 2003 hojoborolo kiddy...but this was somberly nice.

little boxes said...

the kiddo has grown up.....but please please shut up about that drama thing.....plz plz plz!!!

disillusioned darkling said...

when the volcano wants to erupt its better that it does....need not make sense to others and its better that way.....

Neel said...

oye soumya! khub kotha phutechhe dekhchhi!

onnesha said...

eh?
(on a leg puling note...heehee...how ya doin,ho jo bo ro lo kiddo!!!)

little boxes said...

tui bokish na...ur guy saw you with green dari!!bleh...

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

"and see all your whites turn to blacks......"...

this really maks sense to me...if not to ya....

:)