Tuesday, July 3, 2007

last post

This happens to be my last blog post. Maybe I wont delete my blog, it will be there bearing a testimony to the times I suffered under the biggest misconception of my life.

Right now, in this city, there happens to be around 60 people who write better than me so I would rather request you not to waste your time reading this “substandard” blog of mine.

Thanks to all of you who have read the incorrigible shit that I write and left behind comments.

I have loved it all this while...and I am sure it would have got only better in all the times to come.

But I am not worthy of better times...

Thanks a lot.

P.S:I don’t want your sympathies or your requests to blog again

17 comments:

Magically Bored said...

You said you didn't want sympathies or requests to blog again, so I won't give any of that.
But I want to say this- blogging isn't a competition of who can write better than whom, blogging is an outlet. You think all those millions of bloggers in Cyberspace can write like Chaucer???
If blogs were allowed for only those who could write, the number of bloggers would shockingly fall.
P.S.- Yes, you can write. It'd be a waste to give it up.

little boxes said...

no i dont see it as a competition...
i just dont need an opening infront of d entire world!!

storyteller said...

nothing i say will work.....but you yourself told me once its your space,your creative outlet....i will not sympathise cuz i darn suck at it....but this really isnt the end of the world the journey has just started

Anonymous said...

Irony...This happens to be your last post and this is my very first comment on your blog.
ANYWAY, Shruti from MBG here...
I have been a silent reader of yer blog for ages...

Lucid Darkness said...

Just because some people in power say that there are 60 people who write better than you, doesn't actually mean that that sad statement is true.

It is VERY disappointing when something you've been hoping for since ages does not work out. But that does NOT make you substandard. And you know what? I think that deep down you know that, but are too scared/tired/lazy to admit it and do something about it, for that 'doing something' requires an enormous amount of effort... but I can ASSURE you that if you do put it in, it WILL pay off.

Do what you want to with your blog... even if you pour out your thoughts into it, it's never truly and completely YOU. There are numerous things that you simply DON'T write about. So, as long as you keep yourself alive (in all senses of the word), it doesn't matter what you do with your blog.

Do not defeat yourself... you're the only one who can do that... and don't kid yourself into believign that someone else defeated you into it. THAT will be the biggest misconception of your life.

PS: I agree with Fishy. It is not a competition... it is a channel.. for YOU and YOU alone. Period.

The Mad Girl said...

hell-o!!!eta abar ki?

Astraeus said...

ok i wont sympathise but why!!!
agreed that there are better bloggers but then the blog is our own personal space, who cares if theer are better bloggers.
if that was the way i should have packed up and left the blogosphere looong loong ago...

i remembr having delted one of mah blogs in a haste loong time ago and later found out from people how they liked reading it

little boxes said...

@rohit:maybe i wont delete it...but i dont need my blog now...atleast not right now!!
dont need this outlet...

Anonymous said...

Where are ya heading off to??? I am not going for Presi OR Loreto...got through JU comparitive Literature. REALLY wana know where yer goin...!!!

little boxes said...

hmmm...i got through LSR delhi and maybe sxc will happen too...
so i really dunno

darkling said...

heyyy what happened??

onnesha said...

awwwwwwwww...cmon,cheerupcheerupcheerup!and post something new.pwetty pleeeach with chocolate icing and chips on top!
mwaaah!

Bone said...

if i hadn't deleted my old blog, you could see a huge gap in the place of june last year. this is that phase. people survive. what happened cannot kill everything of an entirely wonderful person like you. a part will die, i cannot deny. shed it, and return to life.

this is like trial by fire. either we burn off, or we return, purer and stronger. you gotta choose yours.

*hug*

Ephemera said...

Tell me something Bedatri...What's with this one eyed pirate jig? Do you feel its "cool" or some thing??

Anonymous said...

I totally agree, maybe you should dedicate a large part of your time reading my blog now...especially since i intend to update in better frequency...

Shiv said...

Dear BDC,
You see life is full of ups and downs...oh can it...stop being a loser...and stand up straight and back yourself up.........
take my case....you know how much physical and mental pain i go through cause of my stupid disease...so does that mean i should stop living.......just because some 60 people can write better than you...doesnt mean u shud stop writing..........you see not all writers can write across genres....make asimov write a romance....it wud be full of shit....keep trying that is the only way..........stop being easy on ourself....its easy to say...i will stop blogging and writing...but it takes more substance to say...to hell with you...i'll show you who's boss........just try it........

Anonymous said...

ok...assuming that u r firm about quitting blogging...have a good time having whatever else u wanna do!!!