Monday, July 2, 2007

i really don't know what is happening to me or to the world around.
people have become so selfish....no,i am not Mother Teresa part II,but the way old bonds are decaying,it will soon be time to bid each of my "friends" a goodbye.
maybe i am turning into a misfit,but i cant take this anymore....
smiles which lightened up my days have been reduced to a fake curve of the lips...words which meant a world to me are now half hearted attempts at trying to make me feel better.
i repeat,i don't know what's happening to me.
i see my old dreams realising but i don't want them anymore....i am rebelling,i am shouting back....
doing things i have never done...
this is the best of times,this is the worst of times...
i walk on with fragile hopes which break into a thousand pieces on some unknown footpath-trampled by a thousand strangers...
but i walk on...undecided,un planned and disillusioned.

6 comments:

shreya said...

i guess nothing i say now will really help....i dont know about others but there is nothing fake in my love and friendship for you,if that helps at all.

onnesha said...

aaaaaaaaaaaaah!there goes!
happens.happenned to me,too.its the age i tell you!
tell you what,rebelling will only aggravate your virgin soul.try sinking it in.when it does sink in,moving on will be so much easier.

Indranil said...

you're at a juncture in ur life when everything seems to be disconnecting... don't worry.. soon u'll find them connecting themselves back again, and with added vigour...

(completely sound like a grandfather... sheeesh..)

weevil girl said...

happens. and hell its a PAIN
stupidconfusingandcompletelyinsane.
BUT. are you aware of the fact that you have been tagged? check my 3rd last post [myblogyeah]

^*^Clouds^*^ said...

I can certainly identify with this!

Neel said...

I dunno what to say.